I sat down at my computer to write on Monday morning and a text popped up from Hula Hoop’s adopter. She is in love with Hula, now Willow, and sent a picture of her sporting a pretty new collar and surveying her new stash of toys.
“Working from home today with my little love bug! But hardly working because I can’t stop watching her! She is such a good girl and we are blessed to have her!”
These are the messages that make it all worthwhile.
It reminds me of moments like when Hula was a nursing mom and had exploding diarrhea for nearly three weeks. That mess?
Or cooking chicken and rice every day for three weeks to get rid of that diarrhea?
Expensive and time-consuming.
Worth it (and I mastered minute rice).
Or when Hula chewed up and then ate my good running gloves?
But worth it.
I tend to play up all the fun and cuteness of fostering, and there is plenty, but there is also work and mess and frustration and heartbreak.
Which is why I decided to do the Diary of a Rescue Dog. By posting every day and trying to be as honest as I can, I hope it will give you a good idea of what it takes to rescue.
Since posting this plan and then meeting Daisy, I have to confess that I am worried.
I don’t think that Daisy will be the average rescue. She is much more shut-down than nearly every foster I’ve had. She is also in worse physical shape than any pregnant dog I’ve fostered.
Yesterday her temperature sky-rocketed to 105.7 and we had to take her to the Pet ER twice (in a snowstorm of course). Five hours of my (and my husband’s) day in the ER and the remaining hours in the puppy room plying her with treat-infused water and putting cold compresses on her paws and ears in an effort to get her temperature down. Then up at 4am to administer the second dose of antibiotics and check her temp again.
Depends on when you ask me, but yes, in the end, whatever happens now, worth it.
I don’t know if that high fever hurt the puppies and I don’t know if the antibiotics will fix whatever caused it. I truly hope not to ever spend another second inside that ER with the TV blaring pro-wrestling and local commercials watching my sweet dog suffer while we wait.
My heart now resides in my throat because I am more than a bit terrified of the ticking time bomb in my puppy room. There is so much that could go wrong.
Maybe I’m just sensitive to that because she so closely resembles Darlin’, the mama dog who arrived here two years ago this month amid my high hopes and excitement, only to go through an arduous labor and delivery that lasted two days and resulted in five dead puppies. It didn’t end there because we lost a fourth three weeks later and then had to fight like mad to save the remaining three.
That was one of the hardest things I’ve done, not just in my time fostering, but in my life. I wouldn’t have survived it without the help of my OPH family.
I just remember sitting there on the second night about three am, pressing that puppy up under Darlin’s chin for comfort and watching him die while I was helpless to do anything. I don’t want to do that again.
But you know what?
If I have to, I can.
Because this dog deserves my effort and my heart and I will offer it.
And because I survived it with Darlin’ (who now has a wonderful home like Hula), I will survive it with Daisy.
I know more now, which likely won’t make one lick of a difference in terms of outcome, but I won’t feel quite so helpless. I also know that no matter how badly I want this to go well, or how much I prepare or how much I have learned since Darlin’s delivery, there’s not a whole heck of a lot I can control here.
It’s nature and it’s humans. Daisy should not be in the state she is in. That’s because of the humans who have not done right by her. But nature is powerful and it just might see her through.
I can’t possibly make up for the years of neglect she has suffered in just a few days or a week or two, but I will see her through this to the other side as best I possibly can, giving her more of a chance than she would have alone in a shelter or loose as a stray.
And hopefully in two months, I’ll get another text message from another adopter, telling me how much she loves her new dog, Daisy.
Thanks for reading!
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