Gala has lost all hope.
I know that sounds horrible, but that’s the only way I can describe it. Up until now, she’s done really well with her forced confinement. (To catch anyone up on why she is in a crate 24/7 except for short potty walks – Gala has multiple fractures in her jaw after being kicked by a horse. You can read the awful story here.)
Personally, if I was forced to be still and quiet for a month and everyone was taking care of all my needs, giving me a comfy bed on which to rest, and stopping by frequently for visits, I think I just might enjoy it (except the endless streaming of Parks & Rec, that might make me feel as Gala does). All that lounging and catching up on my reading and eating fancy food someone else prepared and cleaned up – what’s not to like?
I didn’t think for one minute think Gala would enjoy or even be able to endure this, but for the first two weeks she surprised me.
She was sad, but resigned. She was happy when any of us crawled in her crate with her (it’s big enough for all of us).
When we took her out for walks, she was happy to get out, and slammed her cone into everyone looking for attention. She went back into her crate reluctantly and waited for her next walk or visit. She slurped up her gruel and watched what was happening around her intently. She seemed to sense this was ‘only for now’ and soon enough she would be back living amongst us.
But now after three weeks, she has changed. It is as if she’s given up.
For the last three or four days, she curls in a tight ball, many times facing the back of the crate and doesn’t even react when people talk to her or come in the room.
If I open the crate, she doesn’t move. She has to be coaxed, and sometimes dragged out, to go for potty walks. She doesn’t even get up when her food is served (up until now she has LOVED the expensive dehydrated fancy food, mixed with canned food and water). Eventually she eats it, but is in no rush.
Nick was worried about her so much the last two days, he’s bent the rules and brought her out and coaxed her up on the couch to be with us for a bit, but even then she only lies still. No Gala play. No Gala curiosity. No Gala snuggles. Not very Gala at all.
And today, she won’t eat. It’s as if she’s given up. I try to tell her it’s just two more days until we go to the vet for our follow up. I’m ever hopeful he will allow us to at least take off the muzzle and cone, even if she must still take it easy.
She is breaking all of our hearts. I want to believe that in just a few weeks, or even sooner, everything will change and our old Gala will be back – jumping over furniture, scaling fences, threatening the cat, and making all of us laugh.
She does still brighten when I allow her to stop to see the puppies – they touch noses through the puppy pen fence and the puppies all shriek for her like she’s a rock star (which she is).
I do wonder what she is thinking when I open her crate door and she stays curled in her tight ball, looking at me with eyes that have lost their shine. Does she think, “I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve this, but if I stay very still, maybe I won’t get in trouble again.” Or does she think, “This is my life now and it sucks. What’s the point of getting up or even eating?” Gala is a smart dog, maybe the smartest we’ve fostered, so I know this confinement is harder on her mentally than it is physically.
Every time (and I mean every time – all six walks a day) we go out, she spends the first few minutes of her walk, diving to the ground trying to rub her cone against the hillside in an effort to dislodge her muzzle. She is convinced if I’d just stop yanking her back up, she will get that blasted thing off. She still pulls towards the horses is she spots them, so clearly she either doesn’t feel any regret or she is out for revenge.
On Wednesday, I will drive her back to Purcellville, Virginia for her followup visit. I have a dozen questions for the doctor lined up just in case his verdict is more muzzle/cone/crate time. I’ve so wanted to break the rules these last few weeks, but I haven’t because I am committed to doing what’s best for Gala, even if it kills me. But staying in that dang crate wearing a muzzle/cone for much longer is going to kill her, so if that’s the verdict there will have to be some modification.
I’m ready to press my case, even as I trust Dr. Walker to know what’s necessary to help her heal correctly. Fingers crossed I get to keep my list in my pocket.
The Highway Pups all have wonderful adopters and our headed to their forever homes this week. What a joy they have been! They are all loving and sweet and healthy and beautiful. How different their stories might have ended if a good soul hadn’t rescued them from the side of that highway in North Carolina. As I rub their fat bellies and accept their endless kisses, it’s hard to imagine what could have been.
It will be a bittersweet week for me with all these good-byes but hopefully a happy prognosis for Gala!
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