Billie Jean is launched.
Gosh how I hope this time it sticks. I think it is a good match, but we never really know until she goes home.
I’m still awaiting word. I haven’t heard anything since a quick text from her adopter while they were driving home (four hours to northern New Jersey). She said Billie Jean, now Piper, was sleeping in the back seat most of the time, occasionally standing up and putting her head between the seats to give a few kisses.
This is the hard part for fosters. Many of us cry.
I rarely cry at the moment of saying goodbye. For me, it is these first few days after the dog is gone that are hardest. Especially when it’s a dog like Billie Jean who I’ve had such a long history with. We had her for two months the first time around and about a month this time too. Long enough that she bonded hard, and I fell in love with her.
So these first few days that she is in her new home are hard for me because I’m certain that she is confused, that she is missing me, probably looking for me and wondering when I’m coming for her.
There’s no way to prepare her for the separation, no way to explain that this goodbye is for the best. I tried. She listened carefully. She has such a bright, sharp mind that I wondered if she didn’t understand a little, but then I saw her worried brow when I waved goodbye. She loves car rides and hopped happily into her new family’s car. Once strapped in, though, she waited for me to get in too, but I didn’t.
I’m anthropomorphizing in a huge way, I know that. Dogs’ minds are likely much simpler than all that. I wish I could believe that they don’t miss or mourn people who leave them, but I can’t. They endure so much more than we do and it’s unfair to say, ‘She’s just a dog, she’ll get over it.’
She will. I know that, but I don’t ever discount the pain she will go through to do it.
Dogs do seem to ‘bounce back’ much more quickly that we do. They trust the new people and give them the benefit of the doubt, despite every reason not to. Billie Jean, Piper, is probably already following her new people, snuggling beside them and collapsing on the floor and rolling over in the brazen way she begs for belly rubs. I’ll hear soon enough that she is happy.
When I told her goodbye, I said, “I hope I never see you again.”
And I do hope that. But gosh, she is such a special girl and I am so glad I got to love on her. I am so grateful that her first adopters had the courage to return her. I do believe her best life is just beginning. The life she is meant to have, but then again maybe the journey she’s had so far was necessary for her to land where she is – with a young woman who is thrilled beyond reason to have her in her life.
And maybe the rest of us—my family, Geraldine, her first adopters—were meant to have had her in our lives too. I’m certainly glad I’ve known her–she is a special pup. I told her new adopter that I believe she’s a once-in-a-lifetime dog. And while I love every dog I’ve fostered, I don’t say that very often.
Billie Jean’s adoption is a 30-day trial. We want to be absolutely sure this is it, with no pressure on her new family. Her new mom understands that it will take about three weeks before she will be settled and relaxed enough for the full-Billie Jean to come out. And after that?
If all goes as I imagine, she will become Piper, the once-in-a-lifetime heart dog of a lucky young woman.
And Billie Jean will just be this awesome little cattle dog I once fostered.
We’ll welcome back a previous foster pup this afternoon. Fanny has all her tug toys ready! Be sure to follow the Another Good Dog facebook group to see the reunion.
Thanks for reading!
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